I can't thank you guys enough for all the birthday wishes. I really wasn't expecting so many! You made my day, honestly.
Now, you don't have to read any further as the rest of this journal is just me talking about unrelevant stuff for my own benefit. I'm sure you have more interesting things to be doing, but there's no way I can stop you from reading on if you want. I don't usually do this kind of thing, but I don't exactly want to keep you in the dark either.
Things have been a bit hectic and all my friends have gone off to University and I'm just kinda sat here with no purpose whatsoever. College didn't agree with me at all. I guess I was just too unhappy. I had so many bad days in the place and nobody was there to make it any better. Who's to say University would be any different? Ugh, for some reason it seems I repel people. What's the matter with me? I'm nice enough, right? Eh, whatever.
I've been trying to get a local job but urm, no one seems to want me and now that my dad's asking for money from me I really do need to start earning something and I want to save up for a Wii U. I had about £40 from relatives but that went down quickly when my dad ordered some off me. Ugh. Just ugh. A gal can't even keep her birthday money now. At least a certain someone bought me two PS3 games and I've been using them to keep my mind off everything else. I really haven't been doing enough for the people at the job centre and it looks like I'm never going to catch a break.
Okay, so the main plan is to draw lots of cool looking pictures and get a uber-cool portfolio to show the people at some Art Uni and plead for a place to get out of this dump. Commissions are gonna happen as soon as I figure out how to use PayPal. I'm sorry I can't take requests like I used to, but I guess I can take a few here and there when I'm actually standing on even footing.
On top of everything else, I haven't really been in the mood to draw as I always get the feeling I should be doing something else. I hate it. Ugh. I've been saying 'ugh' a lot, haven't I? Well, it's 3:30ish in the morning and I can't sleep. Instead, I write this journal and I'm not even sure where I'm going with it. Woah, I just noticed how long this is.
Oh, I pre-ordered Lost World even though I have no console to play it on yet.
I'm gonna go now. If any of you want to contact me quickly the best way would be by email or on Tumblr right now as DeviantART hardly loads properly with this internet connection for some reason. Bye~!